I wrote this story
after hearing Susie Bright's radio
interview with Debbie Nathan, an
investigative journalist who has written
a number of pieces attempting to
discredit the idea of satanic ritual
abuse and organized human trafficking.
Bright and Nathan believe that these
ideas are perpetuated solely by
Christian fundamentalists trying to
deliver nonbelievers and porn addicts
straight back into the arms of Jesus. I
hope that this short paper can help to
clarify things a bit for these two, or
at least create a few new questions. My
perspective is slightly different than
the aforementioned Christians, mainly
because I am not even slightly religious
and have no ulterior political agendas
lurking beneath the surface. However,
my experiences, and those of many of my
friends and acquaintances, have
demonstrated the clear reality of highly
organized trafficking and ritual abuse
rings that cater to the most wealthy and
powerful people in the world.
My own part of the story began when I
arrived in New York shortly after
turning 17. In the East village of the
spring of 1997, the traffic in underage
flesh was flowing so freely that it
should have been a five lane highway.
There were a lot of “photographers” who
seemed mostly interested in taking naked
pictures of all the runaways in Tompkins
Square for really pitiful amounts like
$20. Those pictures are probably all on
the internet by now, making someone a
lot of money. One night I went to a
party with my friend Alice and we found
a suitcase on top of the dumpster
outside that was filled nearly to
bursting with laminated photos of
prepubescent boys and girls. The
children were all either naked or in
their underwear, and included in the
suitcase were documents like birth
certificates and social security cards.
A woman who lived at the apartment we
were visiting said that we shouldn’t
turn it in because their building was a
squat and since it wasn’t up to code
they could get in trouble. The people
at the party were under the impression
that the suitcase had been planted there
as a way to evict the squatters.
On another night I was wandering around
with a friend named Josh and we got
picked up by an older Mr. Rogers type.
He brought us to an illegal after-hours
club that he said was owned by the
mafia. The waiters there were Italian
guys who brought drugs to people’s
tables as if they were items on a menu.
Mr. Rogers got us some coke and brought
us in the bathroom to put on a show for
him while he doled out bumps. A few
weeks after the mafia club, I was
walking down Avenue B and ran into a boy
I knew named Ryan. He said he could
take me to a store where the man who
worked there could feed us. When we got
there, the man behind the counter got on
his phone to call some friends he said
would help us out. Five or ten minutes
later a car full of Middle-Eastern men
in nice suits pulled up and they brought
us both to an apartment. One of the men
there wanted me and Ryan both so he
brought us to a room in the back and
gave us some heroin. Unfortunately,
since I was already drunk at this point,
my memories of the rest of the night are
very sparse.
I met a lot of people when I was
panhandling. Around that same time
period, another businessman took me out
to eat and gave me a bottle of klonopin.
He told me I could stop wasting my time
with small time guys because he was in
the business of arranged marriages and
could hook me up with $4000 to marry a
wealthy Russian man. He assured me it
would be strictly for the green card and
I didn’t have to live with him, but we
should go to the Russian’s apartment
anyways. Something told me to leave
that situation alone, so I took his
number and told him I would think it
over and get back to him. Recently I
read an article in the British paper the
Guardian exposing a Russian snuff porn
ring that had international distribution
into Italy, Britain, America and
Germany. The men involved with the ring
would find homeless teenagers to be in
their videos by going to the train
stations or orphanages and promising a
meal or a place to stay for the night.
A follow up article reported that prices
for the videos ranged as high as
$20,000.
In DC I answered an ad for an "escort
agency" in the back of the City Paper.
When I arrived it became apparent that
the agency was just a pimp with a small
group of women. Abdul arrived to pick
me up from the Metro station in a shiny
black sports car with one of his women,
Kelly, riding in the passenger seat. He
brought me to his house right away,
where he showed off his five vintage
cars and a TV set that was six feet
wide. Abdul told me that his family was
Afghan Mafia and he would call them on
me if I ever tried to leave him. He
said this in as nice of a manner as he
could have. Kelly told me that she
liked for him to manage the money
because he was better at it. Abdul
owned escort agencies all across the
country and claimed that much of his
customer base was made up of
politicians. The next day I spent with
him driving me to various nice
neighborhoods around DC to do outcalls.
Although he took over 80% of what I
made, I still walked away with nearly
$1000. To gain his trust, at the end of
the day I thanked him for providing
security before promising to return
after picking up clothes and make-up
from a friends house. Abdul left a few
messages on my cell phone, but I never
returned his calls.
During the spring of 2000, I hitchhiked
through Mexico with my friend Julia. We
spent most of the trip camping in the
city and countryside, which was way more
of a hassle than we had planned on.
On the edge of a small town right
outside of Mexico City, we searched
through overcrowded streets for a place
to sleep. Eventually, exhausted and
resigned to a less than adequate night’s
rest, we unrolled sleeping bags in the
driveway of a building that looked to be
vacant. In the middle of the night, a
car full of men and women rolled up and
one of the men got out and began
speaking to us rapidly in Spanish.
Since my grasp of Spanish is minimal at
best, the only thing I understood was
that he wanted us to come inside the
house where we could stay. And like
insects flying into a light, we followed
the men into what was clearly a
whorehouse while their women waited
outside in the car.
Inside the building there was a bar and
a group of women standing around it in
tight spandex dresses. After the men
spoke to them for a few minutes, they
led us downstairs to a cement room with
all the charm of a military bunker. On
a bare mattress was a pair of black
underwear, on the floor a bloody condom,
and a sink in the corner held a
collection of used speculums. Within a
few minutes we were asleep. In the
morning we awoke to discover that
someone had locked us into the tiny
room. While I was panicking from
visions of white slavery, Julia threw
her pack out the window and swung it up
and onto the roof. Looking out the
window, I saw that we were on the side
of what appeared to be a steep cliff,
although I don’t know for sure, because
the bottom wasn’t visible due to all the
dense foliage. But we took our chances
anyway and clambered out onto the roof.
When we jumped off of it on the other
side of the building, a large group of
children crowded around to watch.
In the fall of 2002 I was 22 but could
have easily passed for younger.
Wandering around North Beach one night I
got picked up by a white guy named Frank
who said he was an insurance salesman.
When I got into his car he asked to see
my ID and insisted that I must be 16. I
obligingly showed him my ID but that
didn’t convince him. When he eventually
incorporated the 16-year old thing into
a fantasy he was having, I understood
what he was into and agreed that I was
16 and had been lying to him all along.
Over the course of the night, my age
gradually decreased until eventually I
was about 11. At one point, he asked
that I get his inhaler out of the glove
compartment and when I opened it, a huge
pile of laminated photos fell out. The
pictures were glamour shots of two
girls, probably about 5 or 6, posed
provocatively in different positions,
sometimes clothed, sometimes naked or in
frilly underwear. He told me they were
his daughters and I decided the safest
thing to do would be to pretend that I
was into little girls too. I was
concerned about him seeking retribution
since I had discovered his secret, even
if he wanted to be discovered.
He drove us across the bridge and into
Marin County, where he lived in a
wholesome looking townhouse. Inside the
walls were cluttered with many photos of
the same two girls as well as a
constantly recurring Disney theme.
There were so many pictures of Frank’s
daughters that I could barely see the
walls. Upstairs his bedroom had a king
size bed, a TV that looked to be about 5
feet across, and a vast collection of
porn. Frank had done so much speed that
he couldn’t get it up the whole night so
instead we talked about his fantasies.
I encouraged him to talk about anything
he wanted and even participated to a
certain extent.
He told me that he really enjoyed
13-year-old runaways. Frank said he
liked to videotape a group of his
friends gang raping them, after which he
would post the videos all over the
internet. I made a careful effort not
to appear judgemental about anything he
told me and did my best to play the part
of the willing voyeur to his
confessions. He asked me if I knew any
girls like that and I assured him that I
knew many and could hook him up if he
brought me back to the city. He
promised to pay me extra if I could do
that for him. On the trip back I talked
about nothing but the girls I knew and
what he would do to them. When he
dropped me off on Polk Street, I told
him that I would be right back and
disappeared out of sight as quickly as
possible. I never saw him again, but by
the end of the night Frank had given me
about $400. At the time I didn’t know
it, but Marin County is actually the
center of a large child trafficking ring
that Frank was most likely connected
to. But that part of the story doesn’t
happen for a few more years.
Several summers ago, my friend Chris
returned from Portland and told me about
his run in with what was most likely
another trafficking ring. Walking down
Stark street one afternoon, he got
picked up by an older man who brought
him over to an apartment. The man told
Chris that he was a little older than he
preferred, although Chris was only 19 at
the time and could have easily passed
for 15. The walls of the apartment were
decorated with life size photos of
blonde prepubescent boys who were
artistically posed with sullen
expressions on their faces. Chris said
the apartment seemed unlived in because
it was unusually clean with freshly
polished floors, fancy antique furniture
and a bed with perfectly creased
corners. There was nothing there that
made it seem at all personalized. He
described it as seeming like an
expensive hotel room designed as a
shrine to underage flesh.
If it wasn’t for all the stories I
heard, I probably would never have
become so interested in the subject of
elite trafficking. Academics will tell
you to discount rumors as irrelevant old
wives tales, but at what point does a
story become legitimate? Maybe when it
has footnotes? If someone that you
trust completely tells you a story that
they swear up and down is true, when do
you believe them? It is interesting how
many people I know who have worked as
escorts, or other slightly more
respectable jobs in the sex industry,
have never been exposed to either
trafficking or kiddie porn types of
organizations. I think that people who
are into seriously vile activities like
trafficking or pedophilia think that
they can relax and let it all hang out
around street people because they are
just human garbage anyways, not like the
upstanding citizens that many of those
people are probably married to.
In Portland, my closest friend was an
ex-marine named Billy who had just
gotten out of prison. He told me he was
framed for murder because he found out
about a trafficking ring that many of
Portland’s politicians were involved
in. Billy was trained to work in
construction in tunnels beneath the
city, a job that he said he wouldn’t
have gotten except for classified
clearance he received while still in the
military. Billy told me that he
discovered a whorehouse connected to the
basement of a psychiatric ward where
many military personnel and city
government workers, including the
district attorney, were frequent
visitors. The women, and possibly men,
who were being sold there were former
patients in the psychiatric facility.
During the time that I was close with
Billy, his picture appeared in the paper
in an article about convicted felons who
were released to halfway houses. The
caption accompanying his photo described
him as a “convicted serial killer.”
Billy said that after he went to the
police about the trafficking ring he
discovered, he was accused of the murder
of several local prostitutes. One
afternoon he took my friend Casey and I
on a hike through Forest Park. We
walked for miles away from any houses or
civilization to a large system of
ventilation grates that military
personnel supposedly used as an entrance
into the tunnel complex.
I paid attention to his story because my
own experience has confirmed that there
is a military/police presence in the
infrastructure beneath American cities.
A week after September 11th,
I arrived in New York after a long
absence. Some crackheads in the park
told me about how the military was
swarming all over the abandoned parts of
the subways and so, since I had lived in
the tunnels on and off for several
years, I decided to see what they were
doing to my former home. Walking down
the tracks towards an abandoned station,
I ran into a police officer that told me
he was under orders to shoot anyone he
saw. Eventually he let me go after I
talked to him for a few minutes.
I was drawn to the subways in the first
place because of rumors I had heard
about the city infrastructure. In
Atlanta, a friend described
12-foot-hight tunnels that ran beneath
the freeways. He said that the tunnel
floors were large enough to accommodate
a hummer. While wandering through them
he encountered a group of heavily armed
military personnel who told him the same
thing the police officer later told
me—that they were under orders to shoot
anyone they saw. Another friend, also
from Atlanta, discovered this military
infrastructure by accident while she and
her boyfriend were looking for a place
to sleep. In an abandoned factory they
found a staircase that led to a lower
level. This level led to another
successive level and each of these
basements was in turn the size of
another factory. In the final basement
my friend found a room full of computers
and heavily armed military personnel who
told her that she was in a restricted
area and needed to leave.
A commonly recurring thread among people
I have known is the story of religious
cults who are deeply involved in the
trafficking of children and young
adults. This phenomenon has been
characterized as satanic ritual abuse,
which is really not very accurate, since
Satanism is a religion whose system of
belief is dependent on Christian ideas,
making it essentially Christian in its
origins. Besides, many modern
historians agree that Christianity is
basically a combination of the
traditions of earlier polytheistic
religions, which means it is basically a
pagan religion in disguise. I don’t
trust any of these religions since they
have all been used for social
indoctrination at one point or another.
Many if not most instances of ritual
abuse can be traced back to Christian
churches, although there are also a lot
of associations with new age type
religions as well.
Ritual abuse gained international
attention during the trial of Marc
Dutroux, a Belgian serial killer who
kidnapped dozens of underage girls and
later imprisoned them in a soundproof
torture chamber in his basement.
Although the public record states that
Dutroux’s only source of income was
state welfare, he owned six mansions
across the country that were alleged by
several of his surviving victims to have
been paid for by a high-level child
pornography ring. They also told
stories of large cement tunnels leading
out from beneath the basement. One of
his accomplices, Jean Michel Nihoul,
went on court record stating that he had
trafficked several of Dutroux’s girls
into orgies that were attended by
prominent government officials and law
enforcement officers. The chief
investigating magistrate, Marc
Verwilghen, was so convinced that he
went so far as to say “For me, the
Dutroux affair is an issue of organized
crime.” Dutroux had earlier served
three years in prison for the rape and
torture of five young girls.
Shortly after his release, Dutroux’s
neighbors went to the police with
reports that they heard children’s
voices coming from his basement. After
a brief search of the premises, the
investigation was dropped. CNN reported
that “police ignored tips from an
informant who said Dutroux was building
secret cellars to hold girls before
selling them abroad.” The Guardian
elaborated “Belgian police could have
saved the lives of two children
allegedly murdered by the paedophile
Marc Dutroux if they had watched a video
seized from his home which showed him
building their hidden cell.” When the
evidence for a powerful network of
well-connected child traffickers became
too great to ignore, Belgian citizens
came out to the streets in droves,
blocked traffic and brought cities to a
halt with a general strike that was
called for by the families of Dutroux’s
victims.
One of the first people who told me
about ritual abuse was a girl named
Aurora. She had left an abusive home at
the age of 13 and was shortly after
adopted by a cult that her boyfriend’s
family participated in. Aurora said that
as part of her initiation, she and other
children younger than herself were
forced to torture animals. During one
of the rituals, children were tied to
chairs and whipped before adult members
of the family took turns having sex with
them. Aurora told me that the kids were
constantly being tested by their ability
to endure pain, and the weaker members
were sometimes killed.
Aurora said there was a hotel right by
16th and Mission where she
had been held at gunpoint and abused for
several days by a group of Mexicans.
She told me that the manager of the
hotel had collaborated with these men to
keep her there and ignored her calls for
help even when he was standing right on
the other side of the door. Shortly
afterwards, another girl I know named
Maria told me that she experienced the
exact same thing at the same hotel. She
even repeated the same detail about the
manager standing on the other side of
the door. I never told Maria about what
happened to Aurora either so I doubt she
was making it up. The Mexicans were
part of an organized gang called the
Border Brothers who trafficked in
narcotics and had kidnapped Maria on
several occasions when she was a child.
The first time that she was taken came
as a result of her mother’s drug debt.
Another woman I know told me that the
Border Brothers are famous for their
violent rape and trafficking of
prostitutes and she cautioned me against
even discussing them.
One of the girls I knew from both
Telegraph and Haight Street also told me
about her experiences with trafficking
rings. When I told her that I was
writing this story, she asked me to tell
as many people as possible. Over the
course of a number of years, Jenna told
me about an elite network of girls
priced in the $10,000 range who are
passed around by the wealthiest men in
the nation. Since these men are often
politicians or prominent businessmen
whose work means exposure to the public
sphere, they operate in this way in
order to maintain secrecy and prevent a
public scandal. Jenna had been trained
to be part of this enterprise by a
family who was deeply involved in
organized crime. By the way of her
family connections, she worked in elite
prostitution, party promotion and the
black market sale of narcotics.
Networking with a tiny group of wealthy
Bay Area socialites led Jenna to private
warehouse parties where she witnessed
instances of human trafficking as well
as ritual abuse. She said that within
some of these buildings were entrances
to tunnels where she saw men
transporting groups of female
prostitutes. The raves Jenna frequented
often had orgy rooms, as well as chill
out rooms where people went when they
had done too much ecstasy. Sometimes
the parties were centered around an
organized ritual presided over by a high
priestess. Part of the ritual involved
the high priestess having sex with all
of the men in the building in order to
gain their power. In the middle of the
night, someone who was unpopular or owed
someone drug money would be ritually
sacrificed in front of an altar while
the ravers danced and performed focused
meditations to the rhythm of the music.
For those who haven't experienced this
kind of ritual abuse first hand, or had
a loved one who has, these types of
stories will almost certainly sound
implausible. If it wasn't for the
events of the next few years, I probably
would never have fully believed them.
Shortly after hearing about the
experiences of Jenna and Aurora, I
coincidentally found the writing of
Fritz Springmeier and the stories I had
heard began to make a lot more sense.
Springmeier details how ritual abuse was
created by intelligence agencies that
could create subservient personalities
by the practice of trauma-based
brainwashing.
Under the Monarch Project, a sub-project
of MKUltra, psychiatrists employed by
the CIA and M16 discovered that when the
mind confronts trauma too difficult to
process, it creates amnesiac barriers
that splinter the personality into
different selves. One of the effects of
this process is that the brain
overcompensates for this disability by
the formation of nearly superhuman
abilities. One doctor involved with the
Monarch project, Ewen Cameron, later
went on to become president of the World
Psychiatric Association. Among many of
the experiments performed by Cameron was
one during which he removed sections of
his "patient's" brains after dosing them
with LSD without their knowledge.
Eventually, psychiatrists discovered
that the subjects of the Monarch Project
often developed photographic memory, an
abnormally high tolerance to pain, and
even paranormal abilities like ESP.
These abilities allowed intelligence
agencies to use their patients as
programmed assassins, human computers,
elite sex slaves and spies enhanced with
clairvoyance. If ESP sounds
scientifically impossible, then consider
that in the summer of 2007 Japanese
scientists invented a device that could
move a model train by processing brain
activity through a mapping device. The
mapping device was connected by optical
fibers to a band around the head of a
research subject performing simple
calculations that would in turn move the
model train forward along the tracks.
In previous years, this “new invention”
would have been called telekinesis.
Ritual abuse has been closely related to
the Monarch Project on many different
occasions, but for those who live in the
Bay Area, the most relevant case may be
that of Army Lieutenant Colonel Michael
Aquino. He was a psychologist and
brainwashing specialist who, during the
80s, was implicated in a ritual abuse
ring operating out of a daycare center
in the Presidio. The San Jose Mercury
News reported children's stories of
being abused by Aquino during rituals of
the Temple of Set, an offshoot of the
Church of Satan that Aquino founded in
the mid seventies. In recent years,
Aquino was accused of trafficking
children into the Bohemian Grove, an
exclusive summer camp for the nation's
elite. Around this time, a radio talk
show host named Alex Jones infiltrated
the Grove and videotaped a ritual where
men in white robes circled around a 50
foot tall white owl and performed a
"mock" human sacrifice. In his
documentary about Bohemian Grove, Jones
displays newspaper articles from the
early 1900s that openly discuss how the
Bohemians cart in an actual corpse every
year to be burned as an effigy. Past
attendees of the retreat have included
Reagan, Bush sr. and jr., Bill Clinton
and William Randolph Hearst. Clips of
Jones' video footage of the ritual are
freely available all over the web.
When I read about how Monarch subjects
developed paranormal abilities, it
instantly made me think of Aurora, who
has been interested in occult practices
like astrology and telepathy for as long
as I have known her. She once told me
that she had been repeatedly harassed to
join the Ordo Templi Orientis, an occult
organization that wanted to use her for
her abilities. In the abandoned
building where we used to stay
sometimes, she frequently had visions of
a young girl in a white nightgown
hovering over her at night. Many people
have since told me that she is gifted
with mind reading abilities, which I
have experienced to a certain extent
myself.
After her ordeal at the hotel in the
Mission, Aurora began to slip into
periods of catatonia. I would see her
sitting immobile and speechless for
hours at a stretch on the sidewalk and
even the Haight Street kids said she was
going crazy. Sometimes I would sit and
talk to her for awhile and occasionally
she would respond with a few words or
sentences. Based on her facial
expression and word choice, I could tell
that her intelligence was the same as
always and her personality intact,
although buried under layers of
emotional trauma. When Aurora was gone
for a few days, I asked around and found
out she had been sent to the psych ward
at SF General Hospital.
I went to visit and saw right away that
she was very different from her old
self. Her eyes were glazed and she
walked with a slow stumble, the
characteristic Thorazine shuffle. She
seemed confused and incoherent, although
she was at least able to tell me what
medications she was on. My friend
Natasha works as an advocate for mental
health clients, so I asked her about the
side effects of antipsychotics. Natasha
sounded very worried, since she was a
friend of Aurora as well. She told me
that antipsychotics are often linked to
extreme brain damage. So I did my own
research and discovered that researchers
have even acknowledged a particular form
of brain damage caused by taking
atypical antipsychotics. They call this
new disease neuroleptic-induced deficit
syndrome (NIDS). The symptoms of NIDS
are very nearly identical to those of
Parkinson’s disease. NIDS is estimated
to effect anywhere from 67 to 100
percent of drug-treated patients. As
recently as the 1970s, the Soviets used
psychiatric medications as a way to
quiet and punish political dissidents.
People whose ideas were threatening to
the Soviet government were diagnosed
with schizophrenia and their reformist
ideas interpreted as proof of their
delusions. In 1972, the U.S. Senate
began an investigation into the Soviets’
“abuse of psychiatry for [the purpose
of] political repression.”
One patient, Leonid Plyushch, a
mathematician who spent several years in
Soviet concentration camps, spoke before
a meeting of the New York Academy of
Sciences: “The purpose was to force the
patient to change his convictions. Along
with me there were common criminals who
simulated [mental] illness to get away
from the labor camps, but when they saw
the side effects – twisted muscles, a
disfigured face, a thrust-out tongue –
they admitted what they had done and
were returned to camp.”
Another patient remembers: “…As a result
of the treatment, all the subtle
distinctiveness of a person is wiped
away…. Those who take aminazine
completely detereorate after taking
it. Intellectually, they become more
and more uncouth and primitive. Although
I am afraid of death, let them shoot me
rather than this. How loathsome, how
sickening is the very thought that they
will defile and crush my soul.”
The next day Natasha and I went to go
visit Aurora to tell her about the drugs
she had been prescribed. Natasha told
Aurora that Risperdal, the medication
she was taking at the time, has been
linked to extreme brain damage and birth
defects, a problem that was relevant
because Aurora was pregnant. I doubted
her ability to understand what we were
saying, since she was speaking very
slowly and slurring her words like a
very drunk person, something that I had
never seen her do before. But I was
without recourse since I wasn't related
to her and had no legal rights to remove
her from the hospital. In the end we
gave her a copy of a book by
psychiatrist Peter Breggin, called
Your drug may be your problem: how and
why to stop taking psychiatric
medication, which details all of the
dangers of antipsychotics. Later I
found out that one of the nurses had
thrown it away while Aurora was
sleeping.
Eventually she was released from the
psych ward, but only under the condition
that she remained on antipsychotics
indefinitely. Since her stay at the
hospital, I have seen her on a number of
occasions, and her personality has never
been the same. Aurora seems to have been
reduced mentally to the age of a young
child. Recently I saw her wandering
down Mission Street half-dressed and
barefoot, wrapped in a dirty blanket and
missing a few teeth. Although she is a
white girl, her feet were as black as
coal and it looked as if she hadn't
bathed in months. When I tried to talk
to her, she spoke in garbled, incomplete
sentences and seemed as if she didn't
even recognize me, despite the fact that
we have known each other for about eight
years. In a just world, the doctors
who destroyed Aurora’s mind and
personality would be jailed, but
psychiatric abuse has yet to be truly
recognized as a human rights issue, so
there is a long way to go before doctors
and drug company CEOs can be held
accountable for their actions.
Unfortunately, Aurora's story is far
from being an anomaly. It is extremely
common for victims of ritual abuse and
trauma-based brainwashing to be forcibly
medicated and dismissed as delusional.
One of the most famous cases of this
kind of cover up is that of Frank Olson,
a biochemist who was employed by the CIA
to do research involving biological
warfare and interrogation techniques for
the MKULTRA Project. When Olson
witnessed his colleagues performing
lobotomies and electroshock on foreign
POWs, he decided to come forward and
expose the project for the human rights
violation that it is. Within a few
days, he was dosed with LSD without his
knowledge by CIA personnel who then
committed him to a psychiatric
facility. Olson wasn't there for long
before he was thrown to his death from
an 18th story window.
Although the US government claims that
his death was a suicide, Olson's son
believes differently. Eric Olson has
been writing a book centered around the
idea that Frank Olson was murdered
because of his knowledge concerning the
overlap between MKULTRA and biological
warfare experiments performed on US
citizens and foreign POWs. During an
investigation into CIA abuses steered by
the Rockefeller Commission, CIA director
William Colby released a stack of
documents pertaining to Olson’s
”suicide”. The documents outline the
conflicting stories of the only witness
to Olson’s death, CIA employee Dr.
Robert Ashbrook, who first stated that
he saw Frank plunge through the window
and then later changed the story to say
that he was awakened by the sound of
shattered glass and only realized that
Olson was gone when he noticed the empty
bed across from where he had been
sleeping. Even the New York Times
reported that the Colby documents
appeared to be ““elliptical,
incoherent, and contradictory.”
The Times stated that: “Taken as
a whole, the file is a jumble of
deletions, conflicting statements,
unintelligible passages and such
unexplained terms as the “Artichoke
Committee” and “Project Bluebird” that
tend to confuse more than
enlighten.”
When the Olson family was informed of
Frank’s death, they were told that his
body was too mutilated to be seen. The
casket was finally opened 41 years later
to reveal that, contrary to the New York
Medical Examiner’s report of 1953, Frank
Olson’s body remained intact and
recognizable. The forensic team
discovered a suspicious hematoma on the
temple that they concluded could only
have come from a blow to the head.
Based on this evidence, as well as a
string of inconsistencies involved with
the CIA’s version of the story, in 1996
the New York District Attorney’s office
opened a homicide investigation into the
circumstances surrounding Frank Olson’s
death. During the course of the
investigation, a source close to Israeli
intelligence came to the DA with an
allegation that Olson’s murder had been
used as a model case of a perfect murder
at an assassination training unit of the
Mossad that was stationed right outside
of Tel Aviv. The New York DA was also
provided with a CIA training manual that
had been used as a template for Israeli
intelligence assassination techniques.
The many synchronicities between the
manual and Olson’s case led the
Assistant District Attorney in charge of
the case to state that “The
assassination manual reads like a script
for the murder of Frank Olson. The only
question is which came first, the manual
or the murder. Was the manual based on
the murder or was the murder carried out
according to the
manual?
Over the course of the past decade, I
have known many people who have suffered
as a result of their involvement in
brainwashing programs very similar to
those witnessed by Frank Olson. Nothing
out of the ordinary ever happened as a
result of these acquaintances until I
met Bobby. I have to admit, with a
certain amount of embarrassment, that
when he first told me about his family
and their involvement with organized
ritual abuse I suspected him to be a
compulsive liar. He told me that his
family was descended from William
Randolph Hearst and had been involved in
cult activities for decades. Bobby said
that they were the richest black family
in all of Sonoma County and owned
properties all across the country.
Although he was homeless and his story
seemed unlikely, I tried to remain open
minded, sine it was apparent that he had
acquired a great deal of education.
When Bobby was a teenager his family
tried to recruit him into a San
Francisco cult that performed serial
killings on white people. His
initiation into the cult involved
murdering three white babies. When he
learned what he was being asked to do,
Bobby escaped his family and came to the
city. This particular detail is what
caused me to dismiss the story as a
paranoid fantasy. Years later I
discovered a newspaper article that
confirmed the existence of Bobby's
cult. The Zebra Killers were a black
supremacist group that was responsible
for the deaths of at least 16 white
people between 1973 and 1974. A
researcher named Alex Constantine linked
the cult to the CIA, who even sent some
of their agents out in blackface in an
attempt to disrupt the civil rights
movement and initiate a race war. Bobby
had also told me that his family had
ties to the Klu Klux Klan, as well as
the upper levels of Bay Area politics
and business. As a child he was even
introduced to members of the Klan's
hierarchy. He believed that a network
of individuals involved with his family
were stalking him in an effort to get
him to rejoin the cult. Bobby said that
he had received death threats because he
threatened to reveal their secrets.
Although I was skeptical of many of his
claims, I sometimes brought him over to
stay at Chris’s apartment on Linda
Street. Bobby believed that a network
of cultists had been responsible for the
murders of homeless prostitutes
throughout the city. This is when I
began to take him seriously, since I had
been hearing about these murders for
years. One of my best friends had even
found a bag full of fingers in Golden
Gate Park. When I was staying in the
park, I often heard screams in the
middle of the night, and once awoke to
discover that I had wrapped myself in a
blanket that was splattered with blood.
Mixed in with the blankets were some
women's clothes and a couple of used
condoms. Since that particular spot was
a place where I had frequently camped
with Aurora, when I arrived there I had
believed the blanket to be hers.
Another guy I knew, a speed dealer named
David, told me that he used to sell
speed to a group of professional gay men
who had a "gentleman's club" that
participated in the ritual sacrifice of
homeless prostitutes. At one point,
David had even found a human arm in
their trashcan.
A few months after this I ran into
Angelica, a tranny whore I have known
for years, at a leather bar off of
Market Street. Without me repeating
David's story, she told me she had
witnessed a group of gay businessmen
ritually sacrifice a female prostitute
in the basement of another gay bar. One
of the things I have always had a hard
time with about Angelica is that she has
serious racism issues and is not afraid
to vocalize them in as offensive of a
manner as possible. Once I was on a bus
with her going through the Bay View and
she started screaming at all the black
people and calling them niggers. I
think the only reason we weren't
seriously injured is that she looked
completely unstable and capable of
violence. Angelica told me that the
group of gay men involved with the
murders also had ties with the Aryan
Nation. She had mixed feelings about
the whole venture, especially when I
asked her for an extended interview.
Eventually Angelica decided against
revealing more information, since she
had been raised by the Aryan Nation and
couldn't betray their loyalties.
After Bobby put some of these pieces
together for me, I began asking
questions of many more people. It was
around this time that I first
experienced what seems to have been
surveillance by intelligence agencies.
At the apartment on Linda Street, I
checked my voicemail and heard dozens of
messages containing strange electronic
noises like blips and beeps. Bobby
claimed that the calls were typical of
the sorts of harassment he had been
receiving from his family. But my
friends told me to stop being
paranoid--the calls probably came from a
mechanized telemarketer. At the same
time, someone had been going through the
trash every night and scattering the
contents across the sidewalk. I had a
notebook that I had been writing this
story in, and when I moved out of the
apartment, I ripped out the most
important pages and stupidly threw the
rest of the notebook away. That night
someone methodically went through my
notebook, ripped out every page,
crumpled them each into a ball and left
the pages scattered across the
sidewalk. I should also mention that
not one trash bag on our entire street
was ripped into besides ours. Still,
any one of these incidents could easily
be interpreted as an unsettling
coincidence.
One of my favorite places to go that
winter was the UCSF medical library,
because unlike the public library, it
was quiet and I could stay on the
internet for as long as I wanted. One
day I brought Bobby there with me and
after spending a few hours reading we
went outside to get some fresh air. I
found a spot not far from the library on
a street empty of traffic where we sat
down on the sidewalk to talk. We
weren't there for more than twenty
minutes before an expensive black car
rounded the corner, slowly rolled down
the street and turned diagonally towards
us over the curb before stopping a few
inches away from our feet. Inside the
driver's seat was a white man in a black
suit and black sunglasses who stared at
us without expression. Without
exchanging a word, we got to our feet
and walked down the street and away from
the black car. When I told
acquaintances of mine that I knew from
the entirely different world of
progressive politics, I could see by the
look on their faces that they thought I
had finally lost it.
One afternoon Bobby told me that he
wanted to show me something and so the
two of us walked over to Linda Street,
where a new mural had been painted in
the spot by Chris’s apartment where the
garbage had been ripped open. The mural
depicted a black guy who looked quite a
bit like Bobby standing underneath the
city with occult symbols surrounding
him. What was truly strange was that
the man in the painting had a crescent
shaped scar over his right eyebrow the
same as Bobby. He interpreted it as a
warning that he could become the next
“false initiation”. Apparently it was
common practice for the cult gathered
around Hearst to induct a black man into
their ranks only to eventually sacrifice
him to the owl statue that they named
Moloch after the Babylonian deity of the
same name.
A few days later, Bobby got into a bit
of trouble in the park. We were just
sitting on the grass when a big group of
guys walked up to another guy and
started beating him over the head with
skateboards. When Bobby rushed over to
break up the fight, the group of boys
turned on him with their skateboards and
in a very short time Bobby hit the
ground flat. After my dog chased the
attackers away, I saw that he was lying
in a pool of blood. Luckily there was a
hospital right down the street where
doctors told Bobby that the boys had
brought him very close to death.
During the weeks leading up to the
mural’s appearance, we had been having
many conversations about the different
variety of intelligence projects that
are rumored to occur within underground
bases. One of the projects that Bobby
claimed to have witnessed involved
experimentation on homeless people with
microwave rays, a practice that left
them with cancerous skin growths and
altered brain chemistry. The last time
I saw him was shortly after he had
recovered from being attacked in the
park. Bobby told me that his family
connections would allow him to enter a
base near his hometown in order to
expose the gruesome experiments that had
been occurring there. The last time I
saw him he said he was on his way north
in an effort to rejoin the cult and
infiltrate the organization. That was
five years ago and none of his friends
have seen Bobby since.
I continued to talk to many people about
the murders that had been occurring
throughout the city. My good friend's
mother told me about her time spent
wandering in the tunnels. A boyfriend
of hers had shown her the entrance to
one of them in the back room of a
Chinatown hotel, so one night she went
exploring alone while on a speed binge.
Lily found enormous storm drains that
she followed for a good distance beneath
the streets. Many of these branched off
into smaller tunnels, one of which she
followed until becoming lost. When
rounding a corner, she smelled something
horrible and looked down to see a
pentagram stretched about six feet
across on the floor of the tunnel, drawn
in blood. Around the pentagram were
written the names of many people she
knew, people who were for the most part
tweaker whores or their dealers.
Lily's boyfriend was a dealer called
Sundance who later went to prison for
his part in aiding a San Francisco based
serial killer. Her long term
relationship with him eventually
resulted in Lily being subpoenaed to
testify during the killer’s trial. The
Chronicle reported that Jack Bokin was a
plumber who had been murdering
prostitutes throughout China Basin and
the Mission. Sundance played his part
by hooking the killer up with girls,
despite the fact that he probably knew
exactly what Bokin was doing. After
Bokin went to prison, the murders seem
to have continued at the same pace, but
without surfacing in the papers. My
friend Danny was sleeping in a tent
underneath the freeway, in a spot where
he heard screams every night the same as
I had in the park. One morning he was
asked to leave by the highway patrol who
told him to watch out because that
location had been used by a serial
killer to deposit his bodies.
Another friend Marie has a boyfriend,
Chaco, who works as an EMT. Chaco was
sent out one night to clean up an
accident in a hotel in the Tenderloin.
He arrived to see a room that had been
meticulously arranged, with an altar,
candles and body parts strewn across the
floor. Since then Chaco has been sent
to the same hotel to an identical scene
on several different occasions. One of
the rumors that I have repeatedly heard
is that many of the bodies found in both
Buena Vista and Golden Gate parks have
been decapitated. What I wonder is why
these murders never end up in the
papers. While I was researching this
paper, an online acquaintance mentioned
to me that their Dad ‘s friend was a
detective who investigated a string of
murders that happened in Golden Gate
Park. At least one of them involved the
decapitation of a homeless person, a
fact that never became public
knowledge. What is strange about this
is that there are a lot of urban legends
on Haight street about a killer who
decapitates homeless people.
In November of 2004, I went to go stay
with a girl named Sherry at an apartment
on Valencia Street for about a month.
She was living rent free with a sugar
daddy landlord named Navin whose family
was Indian Mafia, the same group of
people who owned all the scummy hotels
in the Tenderloin. Sherry came from a
very strange family. Her mother was
part of a religious cult and briefly had
a CIA boyfriend. Sherry's Dad was a
former heroin dealer who collected
swords and was by all accounts not a
very nice man. While staying in Navin's
apartment building it was impossible to
get any privacy because he insisted the
doors to the apartment remained unlocked
at all times so that he could barge in
unannounced. He had a lot of different
women living in the building rent free
and it seemed that he had given up even
attempting to make any money off of it.
Although his buildings were barely up to
code, Navin lived in a mansion in the
Marina and spent all of his time
partying as far as I could tell. Sherry
wanted to bring me to one of the parties
but it seemed like the sort of thing
that we really should have been getting
paid for. The party hosts insisted that
anyone who attended remove all of their
clothes at the door, after which they
would be ushered into a room without any
lights. After Sherry told me about the
details of the party, I decided not to
go.
Shortly after Thanksgiving of that year,
Navin kicked us out and I got my own
room in Oakland. During that winter, I
spent a lot of time on the phone with
Sherry when we weren’t staying at each
other’s houses. A lot of our
conversations bordered on phone sex,
mostly revolving around our mutual pimp
and ho fantasies. If I had any idea
that someone was paying close attention
to these calls, I probably would have
been a bit more modest, but as it was
the situation devolved into a
significant problem for the both of us.
The first thing to let me know something
was wrong was when we both started
receiving dozens of phone calls that had
static or blips and beeps in the
background, which again would have
seemed fairly minor if it wasn't for my
previous experience.
During this time I had a voice mail
number that I had only given out to four
people, all of who were friends. One
night I got a phone call from what
sounded like a black guy who said "Hi,
this is your pimp. You should have paid
me by now so I shouldn't even have to be
calling you." My first thought was that
Sherry had gotten one of her friends to
leave the message as a practical joke,
so I just laughed and deleted it. But
she said that she didn't have anything
to do with the message and so did all
the rest of my friends. A few weeks
later, Sherry received a phone call from
an older man who said he found her from
an ad she had left on craigslist. He
wanted to spend the night with her and
in exchange he would give her a truck.
What is strange about this is that she
had been telling me about how she wanted
a truck beyond any other kind of car.
For months she had been telling me
this.
Sherry accused me of posting the ad
despite my insistence that I didn't.
She believed that I invented the story
of the pimp voicemail message as a way
to get attention, or something like
that. I was starting to be confused. I
had only known her for a few months--was
it possible she had invented the entire
situation as a way to manipulate me? I
began to wonder how well I knew my
friends. Considering that each person
who had my voice mail number knew this
situation was causing me a considerable
amount of stress, it was disturbing to
know that someone didn't know when to
quit the "joke". One night I received a
message on my answering machine in an
electronically manipulated voice that
said "You're fucked." in quite an
ominous tone.
A few weeks later I discovered a record
store I had never been to before in
Alameda. I had a strange moment at one
point when my eye caught the CD of a
folk singer named Michelle Shocked. The
CD cover brought back a memory of
sitting on the floor in the kitchen of
my old house in Chicago while my mom
played a Michelle Shocked cassette and
cooked dinner. When I saw the CD, I
clearly remember thinking that I hadn't
thought about or heard any Michelle
Shocked in about 15 years. That night I
got home to another curious message on
the answering machine. This time it was
what sounded like an older man who said,
"Hi, this is Michelle Shocked, I'm
looking for some ladies."
When I heard the man's voice my blood
ran cold. I hadn't mentioned the
Michelle Shocked memory to anyone, so
now I realized that none of the previous
messages had been left by Sherry. The
Michelle Shocked message was most likely
an instance of what the intelligence
community calls remote viewing, a
practice typically only engaged in by
psychically trained spies. The phrase
"I'm looking for some ladies" has a
personal history as well.
One time while living in DC I visited my
mom, who gave me the key and said she
wouldn't be home that night until late.
This was during a time that I was
working at a legitimate escort agency
and I made the unfortunate mistake of
giving my mother's phone number out to
one of my clients, naively thinking that
he would be respectful and only call
during the times that I specified. I
left that night around nine, and in the
middle of the night my mom received a
call from a man who said "Hi, I'm
looking for a lady". Since I was living
with another ex-prostitute at the time I
received the Michelle Shocked phone
call, the man who called could have been
referring to her, or possibly Sherry.
When I spoke with her a few months ago,
she was enrolled in some kind of
training institute for clairvoyants.
Not more than a few days after the
Michelle Shocked call, I woke up in my
attic loft bed around 6 AM to the sight
of a black helicopter hovering 30 feet
outside my window. I had been warned on
an internet conspiracy forum that if I
pursued the subject of ritual abuse and
human trafficking, I could expect a
visit from a black helicopter. I lay in
my bed for half an hour watching the
helicopter before going down the ladder
for a minute to retrieve my glasses so
that I could get a better look inside to
see who was the pilot. By the time I
got back, it was gone. I asked the
neighbors and they all told me there had
been no drug busts or arrests in the
neighborhood that week.
Recently I came across the websites of
several different civil liberties
activists who have detailed the
phenomenon of organized gang stalking.
As a continuation of the FBI’s
COINTELPRO operations, in the early
1990’s the federal government began
employing independent citizens to target
and harass activists who were believed
to be a threat to national security.
Gang stalking is financed under cover by
corporations and often carried out by
organizations like Community Oriented
Policing Services. The intent of the
stalking and harassment is to
psychologically demoralize the subject
and make him or her appear mentally
unstable in order that their experiences
and stories will not be believed. Most
of the practices that make up the gang
stalking phenomenon are actually quite
subtle. Some of the tactics I found the
most relevant were “trash strewn on the
target’s lawn, driveway and property in
such manner as to make it obvious that
it was a deliberate act…sending the
target messages that let the target know
they are being watched…day-in and
day-out hang-up phone calls or wrong
numbers”.
During the spring of that year my
landlord illegally raised the rent again
and again and since I have a
tempermental rottweiler mix and no
credit history, my options were
limited. I eventually ended up getting
a job at a BDSM house in East Oakland.
People have often told me that
dominatrix jobs are the best because you
are always in control of what happens.
But my boss Kitty turned out to be one
of those people who takes the dominatrix
thing way too seriously. The whole time
I was there she pressured me to work as
a submissive despite my insistence that
I wouldn't be doing that. Kitty would
even go so far as scheduling sessions
with me as a submissive and then getting
angry and coercive when I refused to
meet with the clients. Fortunately a
good portion of the customers there were
likable and interesting people so I
tried to ignore the conflicts that I was
having with her.
After I spent a few months giving
spankings to petulant businessmen, Kitty
let it slip that one of her clients used
to be a serial killer named Charles Ng
who kept women chained up to toilets in
his basement for months at a time. His
partner in crime, Leonard Lake, was also
a customer. Apparently every girl who
worked there had bottomed to them at one
point in time, although none of those
girls were working there anymore since
my boss never seemed to keep employees
for long. After Kitty told several of
us who worked there about Ng and his
revolting appetites, the other girls
started getting freaked out about it and
she refused to answer my questions and
tried to change the subject. She must
have realized that it was bad for
business.
It wasn't very difficult, however, for
me to find information on Ng and Lake
since she had already given me his
name. I read their entire article on
crimelibrary.com and discovered that
the killers had been found with detailed
blueprints for a network of underground
bunkers that they could use to transport
guns, food and sex slaves that they
would use to repopulate the earth after
the imminent apocalypse. Lake had even
bragged to his girlfriend about his
participation in a satanic "death cult"
based out of San Francisco. Like many
serial killers, they seemed to have some
kind of arrangement with the police.
When the cops were called out to his
property he had dozens of bodies buried
in the backyard and some women were
still being kept alive in the back
room. Even so, they decided to wait on
searching his property. I wondered about
the reasoning behind such staggering
incompetence, since I had witnessed
pretty much the exact same type of
police cover up in my own life on
several different occasions.
Bobby had told me a few years previously
that an ex-military man we knew named
Twilight was involved with some of the
killings going on in the city. Bobby
believed him to have ties to the Church
of Satan. Twilight was like a tweeker
pedophile version of the pied piper,
luring underage boys with drugs, stuffed
animals and promises of ninja training.
He bragged to me of hosting drug-fueled
orgies composed entirely of underage
boys out by the abandoned castle behind
the zoo, a place that was referred to as
Camelot. I would sometimes see him
around the city with boys who looked to
be as young as eight, but more often he
was with slightly older runaways. On
several occasions, groups of street kids
from the park got together and gave
Twilight a royal beatdown, although he
never seemed to have any interference
from the police.
Twilight told me that he was a trained
assassin who had killed many people.
One day when I was talking to him he
lifted his shirt to reveal a perfectly
sculpted six pack like off of the cover
of a muscle magazine. Friends of mine
who stayed out at Camelot told me that
he usually supplied them with copious
amounts of alcohol and methamphetamine.
They said that he had hidden guns and
swords all around the building to keep
out anyone that he didn't want to be
there. Apparently he was successful,
because as of 2007, he has been the only
consistent person to live there as far
as I know. I was very curious about
this fact, because in San Francisco it
is very difficult to keep an abandoned
building for any length of time due to a
thriving real estate market, police
interference and competition from other
homeless people. Twilight is the only
person I know who has ever managed to
keep a building for a number of years,
so I asked him how he was able to secure
an entire castle all for himself and his
guests. He told me that the city paid
him to "protect the children".
On another day, I was sitting in the
Dolores Park with a large group of
people including Twilight. When a
police officer walked up and told us all
to leave, Twilight responded by
performing martial arts on the officer,
who had to call back up and have him
taken to jail. Not less than two days
later, I saw him sitting on the sidewalk
at Church and Market as if nothing had
ever happened. Another curious thing
about Twilight is how he always seems to
have money but no one I know has ever
seen him do anything to make any. One
time I even saw him eating in an organic
restaurant. It would seem to be
ridiculously obvious that there is no
way a toothless black homeless man could
get away with assaulting police officers
and molesting children unless he had
some kind of inside connection. I
thought it was interesting to note that
Twilight had named his castle Camelot,
because the Grail myths are a very
common programming script in Monarch
brainwashing programs. Each script is
like a computer program that calls up a
specific set of behaviors.
The connection between Twilight and
Charles Ng was made apparent for me when
I came across the research of Dave
MacGowan. In a book called "Programmed
to Kill", MacGowan writes about how many
serial killers have connections to
Manchurian Candidate-like brainwashing
programs originating in Cold War
intelligence operations. At an Oslo
NATO conference of 120 psychologists,
Lt. Commander Thomas Narut divulged how
the Navy took convicted murderers from
military prisons, trained them with
behavior modification methods and then
relocated the killers in American
embassies worldwide. In an article
about serial killer Henry Lee Lucas,
MacGowan exposes how Lucas spoke of
being inducted into an international
satanic cult named the "Hands of
Death". He claimed to have been trained
in assassination techniques at a mobile
paramilitary unit in the Florida
Everglades. Lucas worked as a contract
killer and trafficker of children and
drugs, at times even being contracted to
assassinate foreign dignitaries. In a
similar vein of research, Maury Terry
also wrote a book linking the Manson,
Zodiac and Son of Sam murders into an
interlocking network of politically
motivated religious cults.
Ng and Twilight were far from being the
only serial killers who have made
inroads into my circle of friends. In
Atlanta, there was a guy named Joel who
everyone I knew was terrified of. A
couple boys I knew had been at Joel's
house one time when he walked into the
living room with an arm and started
bragging about how many people he had
killed. He had different stories for
different people, some of whom he told
that he was actually a friend to the
police, and had called them on several
different occasions to report finding
dead bodies. Everyone was under the
impression that he had some kind of
"arrangement" with them. Joel also
happened to be a martial arts
instructor, another common area of
training for mind control programs.
Another friend of mine accompanied Joel
into the tunnels while on a crack binge,
where Joel showed him dozens of bodies
with a flashlight before they left.
A few months ago, Chris told me about
another killer who was based out of
Manhattan. English was a burly, highly
educated heroin dealer who liked to prey
on street kids. The other dealers
around Tompkins Square Park told Chris
that he had been chased out of his own
neighborhood in Brooklyn for being a
serial rapist. English had violently
raped many of the homeless girls in
Tompkins Square Park after finding where
they were staying and following them
there. At one of the squats where many
people were staying, English told a
number of folks that he had buried
bodies under the building. Several
people saw him walking around with a
knife that had brain matter on it, and
with bloody towels on a different
occasion. English had hidden knives
throughout the park, mostly pushed with
their hilt fully into the grass for
later retrieval. He was known for
attacking people there without any kind
of police repercussions. Once English
split a man's shoulder open with a meat
cleaver about five yards away from a
group of policemen. He did go to jail,
but was out within a few days.
When I passed through Denver about five
years ago, another traveler told me that
while camping in the park, he had
witnessed a van full of white men in
black suits pull up to the curb, get
out, drag a couple of bums back to the
van with them and drive away. I have
spoken to so many different people who
have personally witnessed events like
this that there is no way it could be a
coincidence. In SF, many of the older
homeless men, and a handful of people my
age, told me that they saw men in black
uniforms marching in military formation
through Golden Gate Park in the middle
of the night. My suspicion is that
these coordinated and institutionalized
murders are allowed to happen because
they are a continuation of U.S.
government eugenics programs that
eventually resurfaced in military
population control experiments.
In the fall of 2005, I was on a bus when
I spotted a man reading one of my
favorite books. We struck up a
conversation and when I mentioned that I
was doing a paper dealing with human
trafficking, he told me I should speak
to his friend Sarah whose kids had been
trafficked through the court system.
Thunder was a DJ for Berkeley Liberation
Radio and the organizer of the Leonard
Peltier drum circle that happened every
month in front of the Oakland federal
building. On the fourth of July, he
drove me up to Stinsen Beach to do a
taped interview with Sarah. She told us
a story that that wove together
organized crime, social services and the
federal government into an intricate web
of corruption. Unfortunately, since the
three of us had very little knowledge
about the legal system, many of the
criminal maneuverings that happened
around her could have been better told
by someone besides myself.
Sarah’s story began when she received an
illegal eviction while living in
Berkeley. After blowing all of her
money on court fees in a failed attempt
to fight the eviction, Sarah was soon on
the streets and drove up to Marin County
to live out of her car with the kids.
Through people she met around town,
Sarah was directed to a home schooling
organization called Oracle that operated
out of the home of a juvenile probation
officer named Don Dean. Don is a
wealthy socialite who owns the Coastal
Post newspaper, as well as a bar and
hotel called Smiley's. Before her kids
were able to join the Oracle program,
Don said that Sarah needed to sign a
document that would allow him to call an
ambulance if one of her kids was injured
on his property. He told her that her
kids could live with him and they would
have joint custody until Sarah found a
place to live, after which he would
return her custody. Sarah’s case was
assigned to Judge Michael Dufficy, who
turned out to have some kind of
arrangement with Don. She even saw them
wink at each other before the hearing
began. At the time she wasn't aware
that she would never regain full custody
of her children. Years later, after
going through every agency in the phone
book, a social worker mailed Sarah
paperwork with her signature at the
bottom stating that she was signing over
complete custody to Don.
At the time of the court case, her
daughter Anna was 10 and her son Ryan
17. Left without any legal option, Sarah
was only able to see her kids by coming
over to the house when Don wasn't there.
Through what her kids told her, she
discovered that the house was mostly
just a crash pad for strung out underage
girls for whenever they weren't living
with their adult boyfriends. One day
Sarah hid herself in her daughter's loft
bed in order to listen to a house
meeting that had been scheduled by Don.
During the meeting, she learned that one
of the girls who lived there had gotten
four abortions within the course of one
year. Don screamed at the girl, who had
become pregnant again, to "take care of
the problem". Ryan told Sarah that the
house babysitter, Don’s brother Tony,
was a porn director who told the kids,
five of whom were middle school girls,
all about the business of making movies
for the Mitchell Brothers. One of the
girls who had previously lived at the
foster home was a heroin addict who
worked as a prostitute outside of Don's
bar.
Through an organization called Families
United Against Court Corruption (FUACC),
Sarah became acquainted with a freelance
journalist formerly from the Bay Cities
Observer named Viginia McCullough. She
had written a series of articles
documenting how Marin County's Family
Court and Child Protective services had
a long history of covering up instances
of child abuse and pedophilia within
foster homes. McCullough reported on the
existence of a hidden organization
within the court system called the
Militia, which controlled the course of
events through hand signals and other
coded forms of expression. Judge
Michael Dufficy, as well as several
other judges and the district attorney,
were implicated again and again by many
different families as enablers of child
abuse who habitually sided with the
abusive parent or foster parent.
At the center of the controversy was a
woman named Carol Mardeusz, who claimed
that her potential testimony in the
Polly Klaas case was the greatest factor
in the Marin courts taking her daughter
Haleigh away during a custody hearing.
Carol had originally filed a police
report about two men who had been
stalking her teenage daughter Natalie,
as well as several of her classmates,
throughout the neighborhood where they
lived. Natalie and her friends
identified one of the men as Richard
Allen Davis, who would be arrested
several weeks later for the murder of
Polly Klaas. During the beginning of
Davis’ trial, the Mardeusz family was
arbitrarily eliminated as key witnesses
in the Klaas murder by Sonoma County
District Attorney Mullins.
It may be necessary here to explain the
relevance of Polly’s murder, since most
people are unaware that her father had
just finished writing a book that
exposed ritual abuse networks operating
out of Northern California. When
Polly’s body was found, it had been
deposited directly outside of one of the
entrances to Bohemian Grove.
Crimelibrary.com reports that while he
kidnapped Polly, Davis repeatedly told
her two friends “I’m just doing this for
the money.” That same night, police
stopped Davis in front of an estate
while he had Polly confined within his
car. Court records state that while
sipping a beer, he told them that he was
stopped there to pick up some marijuana
and visit with associates. They let him
go. Virginia McCullough discovered that
the property where Davis was stopped
belonged to Naomi Phillips Knock, the
wife of a man who had been arrested for
his association with a marijuana
trafficking ring that generated $165
million a year.
With Carol as a witness, Richard Allen
Davis now had an accomplice, changing
the basis of the flawed Klaas story that
has been fed to countless media
sources. Shortly after the removal of
the Mardeusz family from the witness
stand, Carol was charged with child
kidnapping when she attempted to pick
Haleigh up from school. The day she went
into court, Judge Dufficy informed Carol
that custody had been transferred to her
ex boyfriend Leo Magers, a man who had
already been charged with child
molestation and convicted of cocaine
distribution. Carol’s police reports
about Leo’s child abuse were used to
paint her as a crazy woman unfit to care
for her own children. This was despite
court records that stated that Leo had
broken the nose of one of his previous
girlfriends and locked her in a bedroom
for two weeks.
During the custody hearing, Carol told
the court that she had previously
attempted to gain full custody when she
found Haleigh’s passport which bore a
fake name and a photograph of the girl
wearing heavy make up. She believed
that Leo had gotten the passport to
involve Haleigh in drug trafficking.
Carol began distributing flyers that
linked Leo Magers to drug and human
trafficking rings closely involved with
the Bohemian Grove. Her open discussion
of these issues during the trial is
probably what led to a perjury
conviction. I wish I could have spoken
with Carol personally, but unfortunately
she is now in hiding while she finishes
a book about trafficking networks in
Northern California. Leo Magers was
recently convicted of child abuse while
living in Paris with Haleigh. Virginia
McCullough reported that Magers was
living in a condo that belonged to
Judhge Michael Dufficy at the time of
the arrest. When Carol provided
photographs of the abuse inflicted on
her daughter by Leo Magers, her story
became the focal point of a popular
citizen’s campaign to recall Judge
Dufficy and many of his associates.
Many Marin and Sonoma County newspapers
wrote articles about the recall
campaign, although the parts about human
trafficking rings were noticeably
absent. One reporter for the Coastal
Post newspaper, Jim Scanlon, did write
an article linking the Mardusz family to
a cover up in the Polly Klaas case. He
died in a car accident within a few
weeks of the articles publication.
One afternoon Sarah went to go visit her
son, who right away asked for money.
When she gave it to him, Ryan walked up
to one of the bartenders at Smiley's and
bought a package of white powder that
she later discovered was speed. Not
long after this, Sarah was at a party in
Novato and one of the guests made a
passing reference to "Don Dean's
whorehouse". The man said that everyone
around town had been talking about how
Anna was seen in a hot tub with an older
man at a party near Don's house. Sarah
then went to see Anna, who told her that
she had no memory of the night. She had
been given a drink by Mary, another girl
who lived at Don's, and suspected that
her drink had been drugged. Sarah then
went to Don's office above the bar with
her friend Pearl to confront him about
his mistreatment of her daughter, and he
called the cops to have her removed from
the premises.
On another occasion Sarah was listening
to the bar band at Smiley's and was
approached by a man named Armond.
Armond was the head of the local Hell's
Angels chapter and a big time speed
dealer who claimed to have carried
suitcases full of money and drugs across
Lake Victoria in Canada. Armond came
from a mafia family and was friendly
with a number of politicians, including
the Rockefellers and the Aliotos, who
even allowed him to drive their car.
Sarah quickly became involved with him
and they were soon spending a lot of
time with each other. One night on the
way to her house Armond got picked up
drunk driving without insurance or a
drivers license and was quickly released
without charges by the police. After
they ran into Don downtown, she was
disturbed to learn that he and Armond
were very close and had known each other
for many years. Sarah became more
alarmed when she saw that inside his
home were weapons of all sorts,
including guns and samurai swords. One
time she looked inside a duffel bag he
owned and found piano wire, black gloves
and a ski mask.
Armond was also acquainted with Pearl,
Sarah’s friend who had accompanied her
to Don's office. Pearl was a bondage
aficianodo who had constructed a
spiderweb-like structure on the ceiling
of his attic in order to better
facilitate full body suspension. Armond
told her that he sometimes participated
in Pearl's bondage sessions by tying him
to the structure. Shortly after Sarah
and Pearl complained to Don, Pearl was
found dead from asphyxiation while
hanging from the spider web. Because of
the events that followed Pearl's death,
Sarah now believes that Armond may have
murdered Pearl because of his attempt to
disrupt the systematic corruption that
was occurring under Don's roof.
Eventually she came face to face with
his violent temper when during an
argument Armond threatened to chop her
up in pieces and bury her under the
creek. Another night he took her
driving and stopped at a payphone,
saying that he had to get orders and
refusing to explain further. When
Armond got back into the car, he began
to speed and drove the car into a
telephone pole. When the car stopped,
Sarah was paralyzed but Armond got out
of the car and started running without
saying a word. Before he got out, he
told her to tell the police that she had
been driving alone. If it wasn't for a
stranger who called 911 to get help, she
probably would have died from shock. As
it turned out, several teeth were broken
and vertebrae along her spine were
severed. In the hospital, she tried to
tell the doctor that someone had tried
to murder her and they immediately
transferred her to a mental hospital
while her back was still broken and
unhealed. Eventually she got out of the
psych ward and decided to press
charges. The District Attorney told her
that they were going to prosecute Armond
for driving under the influence of a
controlled substance, driving without a
license and gross bodily injury to a
passenger. Despite this promise, Armond
was released without conviction.
At midnight on Ryan's 18th
birthday, Don immediately threw him out
of the house despite the fact that he is
disabled. He then went to live with
Sarah in order to attend the local
community college. At school, he was
approached by a guidance counselor [name
removed by this editor]1, who said that Ryan could
live with him at his foster home. After
living with [name removed by this
editor] for a few months, he
was thrown out and returned to Sarah's
house. By this point in time, Ryan had
developed a substantial speed habit and
began stealing from her and going
through her things. One time he left
with her checkbook and Sarah went inside
his room to see if she could find it.
She found a stack of photos that
appeared to be naked shots of her son
wearing a goat's mask. When she asked
him about them, he said the photos were
taken by [named removed by this
editor], who also took naked
pictures of all of his others foster
kids, most of who were prepubescent.
Several years later, Anna came to stay
with her for a few days after she turned
18. Sarah admitted to me with some
regret that she had resorted to looking
through her daughter's stuff, since she
couldn't get her to talk about anything
that had happened at Don's house.
Included in her bags was a collection of
nine or ten photo albums that contained
several pornographic pictures of Anna.
Sarah told this entire story to Thunder
while I tape-recorded the conversation
for later reference. In retrospect, she
speculated that her children’s virtual
kidnapping could have come as a result
of her entire family’s involvement with
a new age armageddon cult while they
were still living in Berkeley.
Elizabeth Clare Prophet’s Church
Universal Triumphant had such a profound
impact on Sarah that she even named her
daughter after insider church lingo that
was meant to symbolize blissful union
with Christ. It was only years later
that she discovered through the writings
of Fritz Springmeier that Church
Universal Triumphant had been involved
in well-established brainwashing
programs. During this process, children
who have a natural ability to drift into
a deep trance, a rare but genetically
inherited quality, were removed from the
rest of the group and selected for
further experimentation. Many of the
situations experienced by Sarah’s
children while living in various group
homes are consistent with stories of
other ritual abuse and mind control
program survivors, like being locked up
in psych wards and having experience in
the occult. Anna once walked in on a
group of girls while they were involved
in a séance while Don supervised them.
Her son was confined in a mental
hospital for six months, where he was
repeatedly strip searched and forcibly
drugged, a procedure that has become
standard practice not only for people
considered a “threat to others”, but
also nonviolent individuals, many of who
are already experiencing emotional
trauma. It could be that the coercive,
dehumanizing procedures inflicted by
hospital staff on ritual abuse survivors
are meant to impose a permanent silence
on potential whistleblowers.
A week or so after the interview I got a
message on my answering machine from the
two of them saying that they wanted me
to speak about human trafficking on
Thunder's radio show. That night they
did their show and talked extensively
about corruption within the Marin County
court system and how it was connected
with organized trafficking rings
operating out of Bohemian Grove. The
next day Sarah called and told me that
Thunder had been murdered. He had been
living in a camper under the freeway in
West Oakland and was found dead in the
front seat beside a busted window. Sarah
discovered what happened because when
she called him the morning after the
show, the police answered his phone and
asked who she was. They told her that
Thunder had a diabetic coma and busted
out the window from the inside so that
glass fell all over the sidewalk. But
when Sarah went to go see his camper,
there was no glass on the sidewalk. It
was all inside the car.
I wasn't sure if any of his friends knew
what happened, since nobody was picking
up his phone after Sarah's initial
conversation with the police. That
night I went to the anarchist bookstore
in Berkeley, where Thunder had a lot of
friends and acquaintances. He had been
working as a manager for Zachary Running
Wolf's mayoral campaign, so I waited
around inside the store in order to tell
Zachary the news firsthand. He believed
that Thunder had been murdered in part
because of his political organizing
within Native American circles. After a
brief conversation we promised to
exchange details as they happened. A
few days later, the East Bay Express
published an obituary stating that
Thunder had been found in a wealthy
section of Emeryville, when actually
Sarah had seen the empty camper under
the freeway in West Oakland the day
after she talked to the police. Soon
afterwards I spoke to Zachary, who had
become suspicious because he knew that
Thunder always camped in the same spot
under the freeway. Reading the article
inspired him to investigate by visiting
the site in Emeryville where Thunder had
supposedly been found. The camper was
there and sitting across the street from
it was a police car idling in an empty
parking lot. After he walked around the
perimeter of the camper and looked
inside the windows for a few minutes,
three more police cars pulled up to the
adjacent lot and parked so that they
were facing him.
During the spring of 2007, I spent many
hours on Market Street and subsequently
neglected a huge portion of my
schoolwork. It was during this time
that I met Jonathan, a man who claimed
to have worked in the tunnels beneath
the city. He told me that he was hired
by international embassies as a bonded
courier, meaning that he was bound by
oath not to ever become curious about
the packages that he was carrying.
Posted at all the entrances were
sentries who reported any kind of
activity within the tunnels. Most of
his jobs came from Europe, the Middle
East and Asia. He said that some of the
tunnels were opulently decorated with
pillars corresponding to various
historical time periods. These sections
of the infrastructure were most often
used for politicians or the very
wealthy. Jonathan said that he also had
worked as a type of janitor, cleaning up
dismembered bodies that had been left
behind during ritualistic sacrifices.
Supposedly, in Chinatown wealthy
businessmen serve human meat as a
delicacy known as long pig. He told me
that beneath the Tenderloin there is a
room where these men can go and do
absolutely anything they wanted with a
woman or man of their choice. These
sessions frequently end in torture and
murder.
Jonathan was chosen for this kind of
work because of an accident he had
experienced as a child. While diving in
the community pool, he slammed headfirst
into the drainage system and split his
head open. He remembered the accident
clearly because when it happened, he
left his body and observed from above
the people clustered around him.
Jonathan then began to experience
episodes of precognition and
telekinesis. It wasn't long after this
that men from the military came to pick
him up from his foster home on a regular
basis. They would drive Jonathan to a
building where he was taught remote
viewing, mainly for the purpose of
reverse engineering Russian technology.
Sometimes he traveled in an underground
magnet powered train that was mostly
used by politicians. Despite a
practically nonexistent education, it
didn't surprise me that Jonathan would
be capable of accurately describing
complex technology at a young age. He
was obviously an extremely intelligent
person with a phenomenally developed
memory. Most people would probably
assume his stories to be the delusional
fantasies of a compulsive liar. I have
known a lot of compulsive liars, and the
difference between Jonathan and all of
them is the fact that he didn’t ever
want to talk about it unless I asked
him, and even then, he wouldn’t
elaborate. His quietly traumatized
demeanor and oftentimes one-word answers
definitely didn’t strike me as
bragging.
As Jonathan progressed in his psychic
training, he was brought to a farm in
Northern California where he lived with
a military officer who trained him and a
number of others in martial arts. By
the age of eight, he was proficient in
survival arts at the level of someone
from the Marine corps. His "handler",
as Jonathan described him, trained him
in assassination as well as the drug
trade. In his teenage years, one of his
responsibilities was to coordinate
massive shipments of marijuana and
cocaine that came into America on
barges. Unfortunately, Jonathan was not
entirely forthcoming with me and many
subjects were off limits, although I was
persistent in asking questions whenever
he seemed like he was receptive enough
to answer them. I got the impression
that the training he received was on a
need to know basis, so that he would be
unaware of any larger government
projects that he may have been a part
of.
One of the men that Jonathan worked
with, Hana, was trained by paramilitary
organizations and had ties to the
mafia. Jonathan would often be brought
out to his yacht to have "conversations"
with him. As an example of how powerful
this man was, he told me about an
incident involving a client of Hana's
who was late in paying a debt. When
confronted with the issue of overdue
payment, the client went immediately to
the ATM, withdrew money in excess of
what he owed and gave Hana a floor
length ostrich trench coat. Inside the
coat were holsters for a shotgun on one
side and a handgun on the other. In the
Bay Area Jonathan was introduced to a
group of men who trafficked in snuff
pornography. The man in charge of the
venture sent the tapes out all across
the world. One time Jonathan was
responsible for strapping him onto a
bondage table while he watched one of
the videos. It was at this point in the
conversation that he told me if anyone
ever found out about him revealing
information, he would be tortured to
death and the same thing would happen to
myself and all of my family members.
Not long after this, Jonathan became
very hostile and threatened me with
violence if I revealed the things he had
told me. As a result of his threats, I
was left with no choice but to cut off
all communications between us and
haven’t spoken with him since.
While I was having these conversations
with Jonathan, I let some people I know
stay at my apartment for a few days.
James and Tiffany were rowdy and
belligerent Hell's Angels who I had
expected to be your garden variety
penniless drug addicts. It turned out
that they both came from well placed
military families and James owned
properties all across the country.
During the 60s, he had lived for a brief
a brief time at the Manson Ranch, where
he said he had a great time because of
all the women and drugs. James was a
Viet Nam vet who had worked as an
explosives technician. It could have
been either his military experience or
that of his family that gave him
military clearance to be in the
tunnels. He said that while exploring
many levels underground he saw abandoned
saloons from before the 1906
earthquake. When I asked him if he knew
anything about any of the murders that
had been going on around the city, he
became very evasive. He eventually told
me that he had seen a woman's throat
slashed at a ritual held by the Church
of Satan. Tiffany also said that there
were bodies deposited out by the tunnels
at Ocean Beach but refused to elaborate
when I asked her questions.
She was a very jealous girlfriend who
responded to any woman who so much as
looked at James with explosive
violence. I saw her get into several
fights over him just in one day of
hanging out with the two of them. That
night Tiffany came back to my house in a
rage because she believed that a woman
she knew had propositioned James. After
a good ten minutes of spewing
profanities, she said that she would get
"the family" to take care of her. She
said that they would "leave her out at
Ocean Beach with a stick up her ass like
they did the last girl". I pretended I
hadn't heard what she said and instead
made them dinner. The next morning I
got them out of my house as soon as
possible. When I asked Jonathan about
them, he said that he had known James
for many years and gave an accurate
physical description of him right down
to the birth defect on his hand. He
said that a few months previous to our
conversation, a number of prostitutes
had disappeared, including several
people he was close to. When Jonathan
heard about what happened, he went down
to Capp street to ask around. Several
girls there told him that James had been
the last person seen with four different
girls who went missing shortly
afterwards. He was under the impression
that James had been hired by a group of
men in order for him to find women for
them. For months after James and
Stephanie left, they continued to call
my house looking for a place to stay. I
almost always screen my calls, so when I
didn't return their many messages, the
calls became progressively more and more
angry.
All of the situations described here
have combined in such a way that make it
possible for me to understand a curious
series of events that occurred partly
before I left home. Right outside of
DC, bordering the freeway and an
enormous Mormon temple, is a section of
land named the Walter Reed Annex. The
annex is down the street from the
hospital of the same name that has
become well known in recent years for
mistreating veterans. Walter Reed was
originally a Bohemian Grove type of
retreat for visiting diplomats and
industrialists during the formative
years of the city. The people who built
the complex designed it to have an
international theme, with a Dutch
windmill, gothic castles, Greek statues
and Chinese pagodas. The main building
housed a ballroom and a series of arched
walkways. Originally, the annex was a
hotel, later a Catholic girls school and
after the Korean War, a psychiatric
facility for veterans traumatized by
combat.
During the mid to late 90s, Walter Reed
was in ruins and, although still
occupied in some places by the army, it
was mostly abandoned. My friends and I
spent many hours exploring the untended
gardens of the complex while trying to
avoid the machine gun equipped
soldiers. It was an indescribably
beautiful place. There was one statue,
the Justice Lady, at whose base we would
often find candle drippings all over the
ground. One night my friend Katrina was
walking through the annex after midnight
and spotted a group of people dressed in
purple robes circled around the Justice
Lady and burning candles. But the
inside of the main building was the most
interesting part of the complex by far.
The psychiatric ward seemed like it went
on forever, with rusted plumbing,
crumbling paint and holes in the floor
where you could see clear through to the
floors below. We discovered what was
clearly the scene of massive human
experimentation. There were bloody
hospital gowns, electroshock therapy
equipment and boxes full of files
describing the former patients
hallucinations and subsequent medication
plan. One document was titled "Human
Use Committee" and it had phone numbers
that listed addresses in third world
countries. Someone had written "help
me" in blood on one of the walls. In
the ballroom my friend Candy found
slides of monkey brains and sheep
embryos.
Although it was illegal to be on the
grounds of the annex, it wasn't too hard
to avoid the soldiers, so I spent the
winter of 98 with various people camped
in and around its empty buildings. One
night I was alone underneath the bridge
leading into the main building and saw
the largest vehicle I had ever
encountered before. It was a black
streetcleaner type of car covered with
flashing strobe lights that changed
colors. I was very uneasy about the
vehicle and did my best to hide in the
shadows of the bridge until it passed me
by. Years later, while reading an
internet conspiracy forum, the same one
where someone warned me of the black
helicopter, I read a description of the
ominous car that was precise in its
depiction right down to the flashing
lights. Supposedly, it was the property
of FEMA and set aside to be used to
enforce curfew during times of martial
law.
A few years ago, Chris told me about
getting picked up hitchhiking by a
military officer who had worked as a
scientist at Walter Reed. Since I had
taken Chris out there to look around a
few years before, he asked the former
officer questions and paid attention to
the conversation. The man said that
when he worked at the annex, the
military had performed experiments on
monkeys by injecting them with
diseases. In order to insure that the
soldiers were able to clean up any
messes that might result, there were
tunnels that ran beneath the complex,
across the state and all the way into an
underground base in Pennsylvania. The
underground infrastructure was
originally built during the Cold War for
military and government leaders to be
able to escape during a nuclear attack.
The bases were also fortified with
stores of food and arms.
A book written by Alex Constantine
describes a similar situation occurring
at Walter Reed during the time period
that the officer described. Constantine
writes about how, under the direction of
the CIA, the annex was used for MKUltra
experiments including electroshock
therapy performed on monkeys. Evidence
for a highly sophisticated underground
infrastructure can be found in the press
releases about Mt. Weather, an
underground military base in Virginia
that was designed to transfer and
maintain key components of the American
government in the event of nuclear
warfare or other forms of disaster. An
article in Time magazine reported that
Mt. Weather houses apartment complexes,
a cafeteria, a hospital, a sewage
treatment plant, several large
underground ponds, a utility plant and
even a radio and TV studio in order for
key officials to be able to address the
nation in times of emergency. Far from
being an anomaly, independent
researchers have estimated that the
Virginia base is actually the
operational center for at least 96 other
Federal Relocation Centers. Wikipedia
reports that during September 11th,
a line of government cars with police
escort were seen heading from Washington
DC straight into Mt Weather.
It should be abundantly clear by this
point that there are many reasons for a
massive cover up around the issues of
organized trafficking and ritual abuse.
The experiences outlined above point to
origins in an international black market
cartel trafficking in arms, narcotics
and human slavery. With the additional
indication of connections with
paramilitary training schools and
psychiatric brainwashing programs, human
trafficking becomes an enormously
complex subject that cannot be easily
explained through the lens of partisan
politics. Unfortunately, much of the
discussion around these issues has been
dominated by leftist journalists who see
human trafficking as primarily a labor
issue caused by Western imperialism. In
an article published in Clamor Magazine,
Yasmin Nair dismisses personal
testimonies about American girls being
trafficked as originating in “half-baked
stories and rumors fueled by dubious
sources”. The other side of the coin,
mostly fundamentalist Christians,
portrays trafficking as a problem caused
by the moral ills of heathen foreigners.
This analysis, from either side of the
political spectrum, whitewashes the
experiences of many people like myself
whose history with trafficking doesn't
fit this narrow model of the way things
work. The limiting left-right
dichotomy, including the perspective of
radical politics, has so far effectively
served to limit public exposure of these
issues and cover up the crimes of the
most elite strata of our society. It is
my sincere hope that this story, as well
as those of countless others who have
had similar experiences, can help to
expand the realm of possibilities past
the limiting confines of the currently
dominant sociopolitical paradigm.
Notes: Whenever possible I have obtained
permission from people whose stories
I’ve told here. Many names have been
changed to protect those who may have
preferred to remain anonymous. A number
of people declined to have their story
told at all for fear of reprisal.
Specifically, a great deal of
information regarding US military
experiments in population control was
given to me by someone who requested
that the information not be published.
It will require many more hours of
interviews and research from other
open-minded writers before this
complicated story can even begin to be
told.
Footnote:
1I got this
email from named person:
Dear Mr. Penre:
I am writing regarding a story by Sierra
Peterson, titled "Satanism and
Pedophilia: Elite Human Trafficking",
published on your website at http://www.illuminati-news.com/Articles/143.html.
In this story, Ms. Peterson makes
allegations based on anonymous sources
who have been provided aliases for the
purpose of the story. However, she uses
my full name.
The statements about me appearing in
this story are false and defamatory. I
have worked for many years as an
advocate for foster youth, speaking out
against abuse in group homes, non public
schools, and other institutions. I have
been a foster parent and guardian for
several years. The statements made in
the story by Ms. Miller now come up in
search engines, and are damaging to my
reputation.
I am requesting that you remove my name
from the material on your website. I
would also appreciate contact
information for the author, Sierra
Peterson, in order to further pursue
this matter with her directly.
Thank You for your consideration of this
matter,
[Name removed]
Sources:
1. Probably the best reference for
information about the how military
brainwashing programs utilize ritual
abuse is a book called The Illuminati
Formula Used to Create an Undetectable
Total Mind Control Slave by Fritz
Springmeier. Don’t let the fire and
brimstone scare you away. There are
many copies of this book available
online, but you may have to search for
them because they are constantly being
removed. Springmeier is currently
serving time in Oregon state
penitentiary on what many people believe
to be completely fabricated charges.
2. For more information about how the
psychiatric industry is used as a form
of social control, go to
www.againstpsychiatry.com.
3. Here is a link to video footage of a
Babylonian human sacrifice ritual
reenacted at the Bohemian Grove:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_PAqT2JZOw
This is another thoroughly researched
website that exposes the Grove:
http://www.cremationofcare.com/illu_boh_gr_photo_gallery.htm
4. Article on Russian snuff ring:
http://observer.guardian.co.uk/uk_news/story/0,,375883,00.html
5. An excellent series of articles on
Marc Dutroux and elite child trafficking
rings:
www.konformist.com/2001/pedophocracy1.htm
6.For more info on Michael Aquino:
San Jose Mercury News, JULY 24, 1988
Child abuse at the Presidio: the
parents' agony, the Army's coverup, the
prosecution’s failure.
7. For more info on model train
telekinesis:“Hitachi: Move the train
with your brain” Associated Press,
Friday June 22nd, 2007
8. A much more detailed version of the
Frank Olson story can be found at the
web site maintained by his family.
www.frankolsonproject.net
9. More details about both the Zebra
Killers and their connections to MKULTRA
can be found in Psychic Dictatorship
in the USA by Alex Constantine
10. Information about the continuation
of COINTELPRO type programs can be found
at
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Gang+Stalking
11.“Civil Defense Doomsday Hideaway” ,
Time Magazine, June 24, 2001
www.abovetopsecret.com/pages/mountweather.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mount_Weather
12. Virginia McCullough is the main
source right now for information about
corruption and cover up in Northern
California courts. Here are just a few
of the articles she has written for
newsmakingnews.
http://www.newsmakingnews.com/pollyklaasdatadump.htm
http://www.newsmakingnews.com/kd,paulakamena,kellyvieirasimmons,error,carolmardeusz.htm
These articles were written by the late
Jim Scanlon and published in the Coastal
Post newspaper:
http://www.coastalpost.com/01/4/03.htm
http://www.coastalpost.com/05/03/02.htm
13. Here are a few different articles
that seem to be representative of a new
trend among progressives to dismiss
trafficking and ritual abuse as a right
wing “sex panic”: Clamor Magazine, Issue
37, Summer 2006, “Trafficking and the
return of domesticity”
14.For more information about elite
trafficking rings, research the case
of Johnny Gosch, whose mother
maintains this website about how he
was kidnapped and sold to
politicians involved with the
Bohemian Grove.:
www.johnnygosch.com
15. Another good source about
classified mind control projects is a
book by a former programmer called
Svali Speaks, which is currently
archived at
www.mincontrolforums.com/svali_speaks.htm
Here is a link to a book review of
Thanks for the Memories by Brice
Taylor, a woman who claims to have been
trained since childhood to become a
highly priced prostitute and human
computer for a small and extremely
influential group of politicians.
http://www.steamshovelpress.com/altmedia16.html
Thanks for the Memories can be
purchased here:
http://members.aol.com/castloc/Brice.html