of Your Awakening Divinity by
Geoffrey Hoppe and Tobias
“Shaumbra” means Family and Deep Inner Friendship
and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is
the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the "Christ
seed" awakens within. This too shall pass.
2. Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are
releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes
the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of
moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into
a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house,
there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and
experiences of the old house. This too shall pass.
3. Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good
and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the old
energy within. This too shall pass.
4. Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you
change, things around you will change as well. Don't worry about
finding the "perfect" job or career right now. This too shall
pass. You're in transition and you may make several job changes
before you settle into one that fits your passion.
5. Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected to
your biological family via old karma. When you get off the
karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released.
It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family
and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you
may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate.
However, the relationship will be based in the new energy
without the karmic attachments.
6. Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many
nights between 2:00 and 4:00 AM. There's a lot of work going on
within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a "breather."
Not to worry. If you can't go back to sleep, get up and do
something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things.
This too shall pass.
7. Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams,
chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the
old energy within, and these energies of the past are often
symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogiemen. This too
8. Physical disorientation. At times you'll feel very
ungrounded. You'll be "spatially challenged" with the feeling
like you can't put two feet on the ground, or that you're
walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions
into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more
time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too
9. Increased "self talk." You'll find yourself talking to your
Self more often. You'll suddenly realize you've been chattering
away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level
of communication taking place within your being, and you're
experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The
conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid,
more coherent and more insightful. You're not going crazy,
you're just Shaumbra moving into the new energy.
10. Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others.
You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the
desire to "flee" groups and crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking
a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness
cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this
time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the
fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on
all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for
them to back away so you could fill your space with your own
divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled
with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness.
11. Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with
little or no desire to do anything. That's OK, and it's just
part of the process. Take this time to "do no-thing." Don't
fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It's
similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a
brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new
software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy.
12. A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most
difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may
experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet
and return to Home. This is not a "suicidal" feeling. It is not
based in anger or frustration. You don't want to make a big deal
of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet
part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is
quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have
completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to
begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. During
this transition process, you have an inner remembrance of what
it is like to be on the other side. Are you ready to enlist for
another tour of duty here on Earth? Are you ready to take on the
challenges of moving into the New Energy? Yes, indeed you could
go Home right now. But you've come this far, and after many,
many lifetimes it would be a shame to leave before the end of
the movie. Besides, Spirit needs you here to help others
transition into the new energy. They will need a human guide,
just like you, who has taken the journey from the old energy
into the new. The path you're walking right now provides the
experiences to enable you to become a Teacher of the New Divine
Human. As lonely and dark as your journey can be at times,
remember that you are never alone.
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